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 No.3376

Post your mentally feeble fetishees here! No one gives a fuck what they got— the loonies cum out to play! Loonier, the better, till they're loonier than a love good!

 No.3399

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I don't have any serious matches, but while double-checking I found this and cracked up xD

 No.3402

The manga Koharu no Hibi is awesome (like, really awesome) for this kind of stuff, Kotonoha from School Days too.

Gasai Yuno from Mirai Nikki is just too silly to be taken seriously.

"I'm a cyborg but its OK" is a korean friggin film that is incredibly good too. Its about a crazy guy hooking up with a crazier chick.

Loonies make my dick diamonds.

 No.3415

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Here's the first one I could find.

 No.3427

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>>3399

That looks like something Shintaro Kago did a while back but it's not quite his style.

 No.3428

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 No.3431

>>3427
It is most definitely Kago. See the gallery "shintaro Kagou style girls" on exhentai.

 No.4608

I have a lot of memories of women I have known with serious mental disorders, if anyone would like to hear about those. I have been to psych wards and mental clinics a few times as well.

 No.4613

>>4608
tell us

 No.4618

>>4613

I will try to remember as much as I can. I think the strongest memory and one you will most want to hear is a young lady I was friends with in high school and afterwards.

I knew her from algebra class. I seem to recall another friend from down the bayou had been dating her. She was half-Filipino, a bit plump, wore glasses, and was absolutely adorable to me and had an irresistible beauty and charm. She was always doing odd or eccentric things at school, like laying on the floor in the middle of class, and was a bit of an exhibitionist. One day she admitted to me that she liked to go without panties or a bra sometimes at school. She derived a kinky sort of pleasure from it. She had the most amazing voice to me too, a mild Southern accent with a gentle and sultry inflection. I do not know how else to describe it, but it was never grating, and somehow always emotionally transparent, and very erotic.

Anyway, it was not a problem until after high school, but she was anorexic and bulimic. She would go through depressive phases where she would starve herself and regurgitate whatever she consumed out of obligation to company. I watched her lose weight and gain it back many times. Quite a few of those required her to be hospitalized for malnutrition. It bothered me greatly and made me wish she would just accept her body. I always tried to reassure her that she was beautiful, and it was true. I think her mother and stepfather had been very cruel to her about her weight as a child. Everyone in general was very harsh and rejecting of her for her weight. She was just naturally endomorphic.

She was also a massive "/b/tard". I guess that dates this. She was into Guro too, real gore. She had hundreds and hundreds of photographs saved on her hard drive that she showed me. I never judged people or said negative things, so I suppose that was why she trusted me so much.

Her younger brother was psychotic, and I do not mean that in a joking or exaggerated sense. She told me about how, at a younger age, he had grabbed a kitchen knife and she had to hold up in the bathroom with the door locked as he stabbed the wood repeatedly. He would catch small animals and bring them to his playhouse to kill and dissect.

I did not piece this together until a while afterwards, but I believe she was schizotypal. She did not have what one could call social anxiety so much as just odd fears and prejudices of different people for seemingly irrational reasons. She liked to hold grudges.

Probably the most alarming thing I remember is when she drove on a trip to some people she met online in Kansas. I am not certain if she ever told anyone else.

On the way back home from Kansas, roughly an 850 mile trip, she had not had much sleep. I believe she had told me she stayed up for several days.

She had vivid hallucinations upon the road. She was not sure where, probably somewhere in Arkansas or Mississippi, but she began seeing dead bodies in the trees along the rode in her headlights, and fires off in the distance, wrecks of cars.

She began seeing the figure of a woman who looked dead and had rows of sharp teeth like a shark. She would appear in the woods, then in the undercarriage of the 18 wheelers in front of her.


A mass of smokey fog appeared on the windshield. She said it swirled and swayed into elegant shapes, which she found mesmorizing. Then very suddenly it became the face of the "dead woman".

The woman told her something like, "If you don't find your way home, I'll kill you." Then, "If you don't find your way home, I'll kill your family too, and I'll make sure you stay lost."

Then at some point my friend felt she had defeated the "dead woman". After which, she was instantly in the parking lot of a strip mall north of our town, not too far from my house. She had no recollection of having driven there.

When she arrived at her home, she walked into her bedroom, and said she swore her two cats had been on the bed talking to each other, as in a conversation with human language, and upon walking in, as she explained it, "You know when you walk into a room of people talking to each other and they all stop to look at you?"

Then she took a shower, and the luffa sponge, once soaked and covered in soap, appeared to have small hatching eggs all over it. She sad it was kind of pretty.

Then some time later her mother gave her a warm glass of milk, and she fell asleep, which was the end of that episode.

An entire military enlistment later, I had no seen her in years. She randomly decided to show up at my house one day while I was working on something up front. She seemed happy. I have not seen her since then.

 No.4627

Schizophrenic here. People who try to make a fetish of my illness are easy to spot and I avoid them like the plague. It is so ignorant.

 No.4630

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Welp, who else would fuck you

also sorry OP, this was the most relevant i had

 No.4631

>>4627
My girlfriend fetishizes me as being a Patrick Bateman. The relationship has worked well for the past three years, and is the best I have had so far. There is really nothing I need to keep secret from her, maybe because she likes the crazy weirdness. I have no objections.

 No.4856

Also would incestuous dreams and other kinds of sexual nightmares be considered "illness"? I have had one that I can remember very well.

I am not sure if anyone wants to hear about that.

 No.4857

>>4630
someone less ignorant than you perhaps?

 No.5220

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>>4627
As someone diagnosed schizotypal and other shit: Fetish or no, as long as they're willing to accept when it the less fun bits too, that's what you're looking for. After all, it's not always fun-crazy they'll be dealing with. If they can't deal with that and be an actual emotional support, then you shouldn't be in a relationship with them. (As for just fucking them, well, that's your personal preference.)

In other news, straight jackets are hot.

 No.5311

"loony" girl here.. I gotta say it's nice for a change to see guys attracted to my craziness rather than deterred or scared away by it as usual heh. I definitely agree with the Anon above me though, some parts of it aren't all fun and games. dating a mentally ill person is going to require some effort on your part, whether it's just being patient with them or doing a little bit of research on their diagnoses to understand your partner better.

 No.5682

>>5311
>I gotta say it's nice for a change to see guys attracted to my craziness rather than deterred or scared away by it as usual heh. I definitely agree with the Anon above me though, some parts of it aren't all fun and games. dating a mentally ill person is going to require some effort on your part, whether it's just being patient with them or doing a little bit of research on their diagnoses to understand your partner better.
Ya, it's kind of odd for me. My girlfriend recently found out she's schizotypical and I felt awful for actually finding that really hot. I admitted it to her because she felt bad about it and wanted to know how I felt and I didn't want to say and flat out said it.

For some reason, she found that encouraging and I was shocked but can kind of get it. I hate moderate autisim and can't hold a job due to my disability and she actually finds that helplessness to be hot. The fact I'm not being judged for it but it was desirable was nice to hear for a change.

She does a lot to support me in my disability and before finding out what was going on with her, I had been helping her a lot with her fears and plan to continue to do so to the best of my ability, even more so knowing what's going on.

Still, I feel kind of awkward about it because we're in a d/s relationship where she's my domme and I like it for reasons tied to things that I might tie to a yanderesque anime character. I mean, I know this comes from years of being completely ignorant on what the Cluster A personality disorders were and I feel like part of me is being bigoted without flat out expressing it.

IDK, am I being weird in this concern?

 No.5685

^ While I'm certainly not neurotypical myself, I don't exactly count as schizophrenic or any other variant of "insane", so I'm glad to hear people exist who actually do have these traits and don't mind them being fetishized.

 No.5959

i have a schizophreniform disorder (won't name it for anonymity reasons), and I really don't mind people gettig off on it. Strictly speaking, if it's a fetish, you can't not be aroused by it. I suspect that my last ex (I'm in a much better relationship now) only wanted me because I was "interestng", which was a bit of a pain, but if it's people from afar getting off on lunacy then it's fine by me.

 No.5974

>>4618
Thank you.

 No.6001

>>5220

>Straight Jackets are hot.


Seconded. Hence the name.

 No.6112

>>4618
Any more stories? I loved that one

 No.6113

>>4618
Any more stories? I loved that one

 No.6135

>No one gives a fuck what they got— the loonies cum out to play! Loonier, the better, till they're loonier than a love good!
this thread is bad and OP sounds corny as fuck

 No.6138

>>6135 This thread is GOOD... but yes, OP does sound corny xD

...I'm sorry. I'm bumping the thread but I have nothing new to contribute. It was already on the first page anyway...

 No.6149

I'm addicted to my madness/insanity. I can't help but crave going there. My last serious episode found me in a bad part of town, spilling my guts in a crackhead motel, high on molly, cocaine, weed, and... something I can't remember. I talked about how daddy fucked me and I love him, how I was a sex slave baby and reality isn't as good. I would have gotten off if I was still capable, but I can't.

I was hallucinating and I wasn't present while I was talking. That was only my physical presence. When I'm mad, time isn't a thing and I am that person again in those situations and I am here and "I" am just not even existent, I'm limited by my physical state. I wanted to go away, to go farther, but then I am unable to use my brain the same way and that's too dangerous for my self preservation instincts to allow.

I stayed present then but soon I'll break down. I'm going to get buttplugs and vibes and a big dildo. I have to be able to cum again but even if I can't, it'll drive me more and more insane.

I wish he loved me.

 No.8611

I used to be in n out of mental wards for my illnesses, having sex on a hospital bed and basically anywhere we could with a very insane lesbian was one of the highlights.

 No.8612

I used to be in n out of mental wards for my illnesses, having sex on a hospital bed and basically anywhere we could with a very insane lesbian was one of the highlights.

 No.8613

>>8612
Sorry for the duplicate, first time posting here. I have more stories if anyone's intrested.
We used to call the oldest lady there grandma and she used to fly into violent episodes at the drop of a hat. She used to tell me I had spiders in my eyes and not to eat the kittens. Once she was drawing and then like, inhaled and threw markers and suppliesee and a chair, yelling "too many spiders!" And bit an orderly till she bled all over.

 No.10185

i also have a psychotic disorder, so i have some interesting stories too C: but yeah i dont really mind people fetishizing it as long as it's not too dehumanizing lol, i mean i myself am more attracted to people who are mentally ill so i cant really say much -0-'

 No.10400

sure we would love to hear it :)

 No.10411

I was in a "treatment center" for 8 weeks until the place closed. So I got some stories about the girls there and some other stuff if anyone's interested.

 No.10454

Id be interested in hearing it :)

 No.10459

I was in a treatment center for anorexia, there was 10+ girls and one other guy. It was hell on earth. Everyone seemed to love yoga pants (which made for a pretty good view) and wear whatever they want. They made us wear hospital gowns to weigh us which was awkward cause we'd have to wait in a hallway together. I didn't have any friends while I was there and wasn't on medicine yet so I had some visions of people running down the empty hallway and spiders so I was not a happy camper.

 No.10460

I was in a treatment center for anorexia, there was 10+ girls and one other guy. It was hell on earth. Everyone seemed to love yoga pants (which made for a pretty good view) and wear whatever they want. They made us wear hospital gowns to weigh us which was awkward cause we'd have to wait in a hallway together. I didn't have any friends while I was there and wasn't on medicine yet so I had some visions of people running down the empty hallway and spiders so I was not a happy camper.

 No.10461

>>10459 "hell on earth"
You must forgive us for reading your post and thinking, rather than hell on earth are you sure you weren't in a harem anime?

 No.10471

>>10461
Lol no, I mean the mental torture of going from 500 calories a day to 2,000ish (I never knew the exact number) and the pain of eating that much when my stomach was that small was hellish. I didn't know what you were saying at first thank you for expanding my vocabulary.

 No.10472

>>10461
I never thought of it like that before.

 No.10473

>>10471 I can imagine that part would indeed suck. I've never been anorexic myself, but at 20+ kilos below normal weight for someone my size and age, I've been toeing the line my entire life. And I can say for sure that being forced to eat when you're already way past full is not something I'd want to put up with regularly o_o

 No.10774

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 No.11038

i had no idea people fetishized my mental disorders! its interesting!
(now i kinda want someone to do that to me ???? so long as they take care of me and dont dehumanize me too much!)
i have schizoaffective disorder [schizophrenia + mood disorder mashed into one] and borderline personality disorder. low empathy, dependency issues, paranoia and more.
ive been hospitalized due to suicidal and homicidal thoughts, self harm and delusions. i tend to skip my meds too though because they block out the real me!
sometimes when im bored i like to make my sweaters into straight jackets and just sit and enjoy it!
my friend all describe me as 'off' and unpredictable, which i think sounds fun! i always bring excitement and fun times with me where ever i go because you'll never know what i might do next! heck; even i don't know! i do things on impulse sometimes so things can get a bit chaotic! but im fine with that! things are boring when they are normal

 No.11045

About a year ago I attempted suicide and I had some pretty scary hallucinations afterwards (and still did before I was put on medication). It was mostly spiders made of squiggly lines and distant whispering. I kept running up and down the hallway until I felt my soul leave my body and jump back in. I still don't know if I'm dead or not.

 No.11046

>>11045 You're in a coma, lying in a hospital bed with your friends and family surrounding you and begging you to WAKE UP.

 No.11050

>>11046
Maybe the distant whispers were them trying to wake me up. Spooky.

 No.11059

Vern: M/F ?

 No.12721

Believing you are dead when you are alive is actually an illness called Cotard delusion.

I actually went through a state of this and was sent to a lot of psychiatric facilities because of this. I felt like I was not real. My reality was distorted and I thought I was dead and in the afterlife.

Anyways, sometimes I still lose grip of reality. It's fleeting, but super weird. Sometimes I wonder if my suicide attempt actually didn't fail or something...

 No.12922

>>4627
Why is it ignorant according to you ?
I can easily spot people with "mental disorders" and 99% of my relationships were with mentally unstable persons.
I love it.
Don't you want to be accepted as you are ?

 No.13199

>>11038
Oh wow I have schizoaffective and BPD as well and I've been hospitalized twice for suicidal intent and then severe paranoia. I also skip my antipsychotics cause they DRAIN me.
I guess I'll give my two cents on this discourse as well.
Personally I don't really like people who make mental disorders into fetishes but I guess I'm a hypocrite because I personally want to be permanently institutionalized and for some ass-backwards reason want my symptoms to all worsen. Even worse, I almost constantly want to be raped and abused because that was a pretty big part of my childhood and I've tried to talk people into killing me.
Like, I fantasize all the time about getting kidnapped and beaten so badly that I get "broken", and then being restrained and fucked to death. That's probably caused by BPD but for anyone else to be into someone because they're "crazy" is kinda gross and makes it seem like they don't know much about mental illness. I have delusions and dealing with that isn't fun or cute: it's really annoying and it's put a strain on my relationships.

That said, if anyone wants to rape/kill me, hmu

 No.13204

>>13199
Hey, do you have a kik?
I am not interested in raping or killing you (tho if you feel roleplaying it would be theraputic, I could help) but I can relate to a lot of what you are talking about and would love to talk.

 No.13205

>>12922
fetishization is actually projection of your own ideas onto someone, its one sided and robs others of their autonomy.

Its the exact opposite of accepting someone for who they are and yes there are ways to accept someone for who they are without reducing them to a concept you can fuck.

 No.13206

>>12922
fetishization is actually projection of your own ideas onto someone, its one sided and robs others of their autonomy.

Its the exact opposite of accepting someone for who they are and yes there are ways to accept someone for who they are without reducing them to a concept you can fuck.

 No.13257

>>13204
I only have discord and telegram.
If you know of anyone who'd be willing to, though, let me know.

 No.13307

>>13257
Not that guy, but depends on multiple details. I was in a relationship with a girl who had BPD for a few months. It was simultaneously the best and worst few months of my life. My feelings for her are less pronounced now, but I still kind of love/hate her. Anyway, I might be able to hook you up.

Hit up BlackMoon#0567 . S'not my main discord, but it'll be enough for us to see if we have enough rope to hang ourselves.

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 No.15400

>>13206
I don't feel loved unless I'm fetishized. One of the most depressing feelings in the world to me is being on a date and finding out the other person only likes me as a person. Having someone overlay their weird fantasies on to me is a high so great, it's better than drugs to me.

 No.15410

>>15400
Isn't that how relationships are suppose to work, that you end up staying with the person because they tick off all of the "mental checkmarks" in what you want in a person? And, if they don't fulfill all those marks, then you pretty much end relations there, or step down to being "good friends"?

 No.15412

>>15410
Supposed to, but often it doesn't and fails because of that, especially when drugs were involved.

 No.15451

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get a beatiful girlfriend and sniff at her anus, not sure if thats a mental illness or not.

by the way, someone knows how to edit the shame face of the woman in this image for a happy face? every time that i try, i dont get good results with the photoshop or the paint.

 No.15452

Schizotypal girl here, I love this fucking thread.

I've always had a desire to meet "all" of a person, their raw emotions all laid out to me. Eventually, I became more attracted to people who shared way too much information. I don't mind it at all.

It's no wonder I prefer people who resemble or are schizophrenic, because in my experience, they share a lot of their feelings and stories with me, and it's easier for me to understand them than it is to understand neurotypicals, or at least people with more organized thoughts and less "weirdness."

That "I want to see all of someone" mindset also turned into a gore fetish at some point... Needless to say, my favorite characters tend to be yanderes.

Anyways, please keep this thread alive. It's probably not most people's reasoning for liking loonies, but I want to know there are people like me. I want to know that there are people who want to know me too.

Also it's fucking hot.

 No.15472

>>15452

Honestly you look like the kind of person I'd love to be friends with. I'm not schizo myself, but I'm kinda close to being autist, and I have very few friends because I tend to overshare and they get grossed out by this. I have the same desire of knowing a person as a whole (even if I have trouble with developing empathy for others), and I think that's the main reason why I share too much: because I expect the other person to do the same, and if they don't I get disappointed. If you know irl people who overshare like that you're a lucky person.

As for the thread, keep it up, I love this stuff!

 No.15485

I've got hundreds of stories if anyone would like to hear them.

 No.15532

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I have noticed that most men love to see women havunbg sex with other women. But i prefer to see women bullying other women.

 No.15533

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 No.15534

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I dont like to see women having sex with other women. I prefer to see women being cruel to other women. I think is mental because most men think the opposite.

 No.16490

this forum must be full of them



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