I don't know why you would feel guilty of thinking something (having body parts in your freezer is another matter!). If I did that, I'd probably have to blow my brains out (and there! I just thought of suicide - should I feel guilty about that too?) In fact, I believe that you should embrace and explore those dark thoughts, so you can understand them fully, and not become victim to them. We're all monsters, and denial is dangerous – integration of the Jungian shadow and all that.
I don't think I have leanings towards gynophagia as such, but I do like hard vore, it would seem beasts with big teeth are better suited to the task of chomping women than I am. I think it's just wires crossed in my brain between the predator and sexual circuits TBH. I've enjoyed that sort of thing as long as I can remember.