I have experienced this as well. It may seem difficult to think of anything else right now, but with time, this feeling can fade. Sorry I don't have anything more helpful.
I remember fantasies about my therapists spabking me in front of my friends and families and crushes and their other patients. Ohh ywah.
Exposing everything between my legs, reflexively, and being laughed at and ridiculed. Uhmmpf.
It sounds like a reverse-Nightingale effect.
Saw an assessment team for a while and had a thing for the leading psych. all I could think about was him fucking me on every surface of that 2-way-window room. in front of everyone.
My last session I openly eye-fucked him - in front of the rest of his team as well. Everybody was very aware of it. Very awkward.