A few points:
First, to answer your question, no. I do not despise women. Any more than I despise LGBT people, people of colour, children, the elderly, etc. That is not to say I like everyone. There I women I like, women I dislike, just as much as there are men I like and dislike. It's an individual thing and to make any statement as broad as "All X are…" just seems foolish.
Second, let's suppose, for the sake of argument, that you are right and women as a species are the spawn of Satan. Why are you putting so much energy into hating them and obsessing over your hatred? Do you really not have better things to do with your time and energy? If women are as bad as you say, do they really deserve so much of your focus? You can be damn sure they don't think about you as often or intently as you think about them, if at all, so who is being hurt by your hatred other than yourself? Personally I don't have the energy to hate anyone. Sure, I dislike and choose to avoid some people but hatred requires passion and I don't feel like spending my passion on those I don't like and who probably don't care what I think of them anyway!
Thirdly, I'm guessing your feelings towards women come from some kind of experiences early on (as you state you have "always" hated them). Perhaps your mother was abusive or you were raised by a single dad who passed on his own bitterness? In any case, to say you hate women because of specific bad women is to let them off too lightly, practically giving them an excuse. If a person, man or woman, young or old, is bad and behaves badly that is squarely on them - to say they were bad because they were a woman is to take away their responsibility. If all women are bad then no individual woman can help her behaviour - do you really want to give them that excuse? Work out where your "hatred" comes from and, if you can't let it go, at least focus it where it's deserved.
Finally, kinda to return to an earlier point, quit torturing yourself by obsessing over your hatred. You don't like the company of women? Fine, avoid them where possible as long as you can be civil when your paths cross. Nobody is demanding you love all or any women. Find something else to fill your life, something constructive.
I'm not saying you're wrong, even 'though I disagree with you. Maybe women ARE all evil but so what? You'rPost too long. Click here to view the full text.