Thank you so much for the thoughtful replies. <3
I had a long chat with my 'darling' yesterday, as you suggested, and I think I am more at ease now. To be honest I feel a bit silly and guilty for being worried in the first place. Deep down, he couldn't hurt a fly, and you'd think I should know him well enough by now, but I freaked out a bit when I saw all these bloody images.
When I brought the issue up he was really scared at first. I think he honestly thought I was going to break up with him over this. There was some crying and hugging when I told him that wasn't the case. He's such a sweetie. :)*
I really wanted to know what turns him on and why, so we spent all evening browsing through his 'secret porn stash' and also the galleries here. Some of the stuff squicks me and I told him that, but I also kinda understand better now what he likes and why he likes it.
Most importantly we found some common ground. There were some images in the "Freakshow" board here that he showed me, which imagining if that happened to me does get him hard. For example these girls you can take apart like mannequins. He really likes those. And that's something, as weird as it is, I get it. If that was possible, I'd totally let him pluck me apart and rearrange my arms and legs and feel myself up how weird it'd feel, and then let him put me back together. He described it so vividly, it really turned me on. Trying to imagine all these things...
For example, one thing he came up with was, after he'd pluck of my arm, how he'd sneak in his hand through the shoulder socket and trace the shape of my breasts from the inside, and then he'd stick his finger into my nipple and push it outwards, and then lick it... ="> Sorry if that's too much information. But long story short, I think I get now how these fantasies can be hot. ^.^
Afterwards, I was probably overthinking again, maybe I only found it hot because I knew he does. But then again, that can't be all, because no matter what, I still don't like some of that other stuff. Maybe everyone likes some really weird things and they just don't know it yet until they try?
So I'm glad we had that talk, because I feel closer to him now. It feels like we have no more secrets and know each other better.
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